Welcoming JUNE with open arms !

As I reviewed earlier this week, May was a great month. It couldn’t have been much better if you ask me, but I’m positive June is going to be just as good if not better since my june starting with a good vibe. Well where should i start -- Firstly, i move to a new house with a new people new surroundings and a new hope. Even'though june is the most busiest month ever but, i really enjoy it. We just finish our club registration week last week and guess what ? alhamdullilah, we already improvise our club A LOT !! Finally we had our own t-shirt and extra bonus with cap ! LOL. We made our own mug with our new logo and medals for the gift. NO more kindergarten pressie for you guys on this year ice breaking games ! opps, this is supposed to be a secret. :p ANDDD the most excited news is, on our last day registration week chief minister ali rustam was coming over to visit all the club booths then unexpectedly his assistant stopped by to our booth and passed us his name card and ask us to call him incase we need a sponsorship on our next coming event ! Woohoo !! :D We also got a new job for our club, but i still cannot exposed this job yet since i have to made a proposal and profile then meet them personally this tuesday soo just wait and see. ~ yayyy. Oh Oh !! one more good news, alhamdullilah i passed my exam successfully. it been a long time i dont feel this way, i feel so glad that my hardworks has been paid. thanks to my love one who always support and courage me all this time and make me awake when i nearly give up. Hope that i can keep this up, study more harder and give a commitment on my studies. insyaallah ... So that's all for now i guess, will update to you guys more soon. 

Hugs and Kisses !

Never is a promise

You'll never see the courage I know 
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view 
I'll never glow - the way that you glow 
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you 

But as the scenery grows, I see in different lights 
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception 
My feelings swell and stretch; I see from greater heights 
I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you 

You'll say you understand, but You don't understand 
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye 
But never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie 


You'll never touch - these things that I hold 
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own 
You'll never feel the heat of this soul 
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown - to you .

There is nothing more better that can make me smile when sorrows come over by looking at my family and beloved friends photo. Thanks for always be there for me through ups and down, support no matter what am i doing and pray for the best for me. <3

Missing you.

I miss you a lot, i miss your voices, i miss your smile, your joke.. Reminiscing all those memories we had made together. You always bullied me make your milo/tea eventhou you just had one few minutes ago. Remember we always went for a trip and fishing together at Tanjung Bidara. Everytime i want to senduk nasi for you , you will always ask me "Terima kasih, Berapa posen semua ni ?" . You always said that i missed my train  because i always woke up late. I miss watching you drink your tea at the kitchen when i come over your house. I miss you when i see nenek's lawn since you the one who always took care the garden. We spent soo much time together since i was baby till i'm 21. It hurts me a lot when i saw you getting older, i know i dont have so much time to be with you anymore. But everything is to late now, i've lost you. I miss you a lot atuk . :"( AL-FATIHAH !

HI

I’ve been kind of… ok, not “busy” but, I haven’t been paying too much attention to my blog and I haven’t 

posted almost anything these days. So, hi! Again. Uhm, I’ll try to set some queues from now on. <3

Pretty Major Transformation.

There is quotes saying "One day, you’re 17 and you’re planning for someday. And then quietly, without you ever really noticing, someday is today. And then someday is yesterday. And this is your life..." Today, i'm almost 21 looking myself in the mirror and asking myself what am i planning and someday what would happen in my life. I had wasting a lot of time already, 3 years flies away but yet still there is nothing i had to proud of. I need a huge transformation. Not just change in manage time but everything negative include attitude, lifestyle and environment surrounding me. Maybe i should start now, left all the negatives things behind and start achieve my goals.